They called him Jon. They told him he had always been on the Track, though he thought he could remember a time when everything was not moving. They told him that when he was born he had been placed onto the Track along with all the other babies born around the same time and from then on they had been on their way. He wished he could remember for himself, but it was like flailing for balance without knowing which way was down. When he thought these things he sat quietly in his place and stared out across the Water as it zipped by - left, right, below, behind and beyond. The only thing that interrupted the Water was the Track. Though the Track was only so wide, the Water was wide without measure. They liked it when he sat quietly and thought. Sometimes his thoughts would be interrupted when he heard them whispering that he would definitely make it to the End. He wasn't entirely sure what the End was, but he knew that to make it there was seen as a good thing.
His quiet thoughts were interrupted as Ted kicked him in the process of sliding toward the aisle. "Hey Miss," he addressed the nearest one. "What is it Ted?" she said with impatience. They were always impatient with Ted. He didn't sit quietly and think. He was always talking with the others if not climbing all over the seats.
"I'm hungry."
"Ted, we ate not half an hour ago."
"I know, but I'm still hungry."
"Alright. What would you like?"
"I dunno... cake!"
"Cake is a dessert, Ted, we only eat desserts at the end of the day after dinner."
At this Ted gave a disappointed grunt, turned and pulled himself up onto the back of the nearest seat.
"Ted stop that! What have we told you about climbing around the car?"
Ted was unfazed and continued to climb as he responded, "you said that I might fall off into the Water. But I've climbed around a lot and never fallen once."
"Yes, but what if you did? That would be terrible."
A couple others had arrived from the car ahead and they started appealing to Ted to get down.
"Why would it be so bad to fall into the Water anyway? It looks nice," Ted asked.
"You don't know how to swim yet! And even if you did, you could never get back onto the Track!" she had become stressed because Ted was making his way to the side of the car.
Ted leapt, nose plugged and eyes closed, off the Track and into the Water. The few of them who were close enough to see gasped and screamed and reached at the air as if to hold him back. The Track carried us away so quickly that none of us could even see his splash.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
In trying to update Eli on how things are going I became surprisingly upset. Not at Eli, definitely not, but at the dilemma I feel.
I am very much inclined to not state these things plainly and hide their meaning behind metaphors and generalities. A worse form of censorship I do not know and I did call this thing "Thoughts Uncensored". This inclination arrives from finding the whole situation humiliating overall. However, I have experienced in the past the unparalleled liberation that can only be achieved by humiliation. Without further ado
I've already identified motivation as a key issue of mine. I have always been encouraged to pursue my passions and passions are basically the sure-fire method of attaining motivation. On top of this I have a most fortunate (very, very fortunate) life in which I effectively have zero obligations or commitments to anyone other than myself. I have that most rare privilege of actually being able to do whatever I want. What then could possibly be stopping me from going out and achieving amazing things in my area of interest.
This has been a slow realization. To become an expert, an artisan, a master at anything one either must have extreme natural talent or extreme devotion. I've always been about the devotion path, I am rather obsessive by nature. I was devoting myself more and more to learning everything that I could about computers with the eventual goal of being able to make something truly amazing. But I realized that as I obsessed and gained ground along that path I was simultaneously contributing to my abject loneliness.
As you delve deeper into specialization, you are also changing your social space (read limiting your romantic possibilities). The usual cure for this phenomenon is that specialists date within their specialization so that they don't need to worry about being able to relate to people who do not share their vocabulary, microculture, worldview, interests. Woe to the engineer, to the computer scientist, to the mathematician who is specializing further and further into an area where women are rarer than vegan butchers.
Certainly it is not absolute that becoming specialized makes the specialist handicapped in mixed specialization company. But with me this is the case.
So I am experiencing two contradictory forces. One force compels me to dabble in everything, broaden my experience, relate with everyone and everything on a fleeting but electric level (this is the practice of folks know as "interesting people"). The other force compels me to put on the blinders and dig as deep as I can into what I love in pursuit of excellence.
The unfortunate result of these forces is a net stasis, a stasis I have been in for 6 months now. Progress being made in neither direction and frustration mounting.
I am very much inclined to not state these things plainly and hide their meaning behind metaphors and generalities. A worse form of censorship I do not know and I did call this thing "Thoughts Uncensored". This inclination arrives from finding the whole situation humiliating overall. However, I have experienced in the past the unparalleled liberation that can only be achieved by humiliation. Without further ado
I've already identified motivation as a key issue of mine. I have always been encouraged to pursue my passions and passions are basically the sure-fire method of attaining motivation. On top of this I have a most fortunate (very, very fortunate) life in which I effectively have zero obligations or commitments to anyone other than myself. I have that most rare privilege of actually being able to do whatever I want. What then could possibly be stopping me from going out and achieving amazing things in my area of interest.
This has been a slow realization. To become an expert, an artisan, a master at anything one either must have extreme natural talent or extreme devotion. I've always been about the devotion path, I am rather obsessive by nature. I was devoting myself more and more to learning everything that I could about computers with the eventual goal of being able to make something truly amazing. But I realized that as I obsessed and gained ground along that path I was simultaneously contributing to my abject loneliness.
As you delve deeper into specialization, you are also changing your social space (read limiting your romantic possibilities). The usual cure for this phenomenon is that specialists date within their specialization so that they don't need to worry about being able to relate to people who do not share their vocabulary, microculture, worldview, interests. Woe to the engineer, to the computer scientist, to the mathematician who is specializing further and further into an area where women are rarer than vegan butchers.
Certainly it is not absolute that becoming specialized makes the specialist handicapped in mixed specialization company. But with me this is the case.
So I am experiencing two contradictory forces. One force compels me to dabble in everything, broaden my experience, relate with everyone and everything on a fleeting but electric level (this is the practice of folks know as "interesting people"). The other force compels me to put on the blinders and dig as deep as I can into what I love in pursuit of excellence.
The unfortunate result of these forces is a net stasis, a stasis I have been in for 6 months now. Progress being made in neither direction and frustration mounting.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Recent studies suggest that exercise is equally effective in combating depression as prescription medication. I think that is because if we are not tired often enough our subconscious makes us restless - feeling that we are not reaching our full potential. Tiring yourself out on directionless exercise deceives your systems into believing you're living at your maximum intensity.
The Obama administration has done a bit of cutting to the military budget in its planning activities. Also, they have done some rearranging of priorities - canceling some projects it does not deem pertinent, such as a laser firing plane. This all seems great to me, but I am very curious if Obama has plans to expand or contract the role of private military contractors in America's warfare activities.
Generally, I like free market principles and the efficiency that they promote. Two important issues on the political landscape today warrant exceptions: military contracting and health care. Why? Because these are industries of death. One might wonder why I would accept reduced efficiency in matters of mortal gravitas.
In the case of military contracting it's simple. Free market efficiency has honed killing to humans' most advanced art and many of the great social advances of modern society are actually the injection of inefficiency into the matter of killing and coercion. In ancient times the ruler of a people was defined by who could kill the best; tyrany was the norm. Fortunately, though in a frustratingly gradual process, those of us who are not so good at killing have been able to convince the professional killers that not-killing is actually in the interest of all involved. Contrary to the beliefs of second-amendment fanatics, government's monopoly on coercion is necessary to modern society. Part of the agreement with government is that in return for not resisting this monopoly they must be transparent in revealing how they use their power - allowing us to criticize actions like those represented by Guantanomo Bay. Some may suggest, permitting private military contractors to operate, simply under heavy government supervision and regulation. If we are going to do that - why not just make these organizations part of the military, which already has systems in place to ensure accountability. Plus, having any group of people engaged in war profiteering seems morally reprehensible to me, not to mention dangerous to freedom when you consider exactly how disgustingly rich/powerful these companies are.
I think health care is a little more difficult to argue. Since the advent of bill of rights type philosophies we have established that there exists a minimal floor of afflictions that no person should have to endure at the hands of another person or organization of people. To establish a universal health care system is to assert that that minimal floor extends also to afflictions that a person can endure from non-human sources and even, in many cases, from themselves. Do we as a people find that individuals of all stripes should receive the same care when injured by a natural disaster? And, more controversially, when someone causes themself injury by - say - recreational chemical ingestion, should they receive the same care whether they are a Hollywood millionaire or a penniless dreg? And what if its not a mortal matter? Should the community pay for arthritic treatment? Hepititus?
I think so. However, I have not thought through it well enough to argue for it effectively.
The Americans who are in the top 10% by income pay for 70% of the country's income taxes. If you are in the top 1% then for 103 days of the year you work for the government for no pay. Of course, if you are in that bracket I'm pretty sure that YOU don't actually work... your money does most of the working for you. Woo capitalism.
The Obama administration has done a bit of cutting to the military budget in its planning activities. Also, they have done some rearranging of priorities - canceling some projects it does not deem pertinent, such as a laser firing plane. This all seems great to me, but I am very curious if Obama has plans to expand or contract the role of private military contractors in America's warfare activities.
Generally, I like free market principles and the efficiency that they promote. Two important issues on the political landscape today warrant exceptions: military contracting and health care. Why? Because these are industries of death. One might wonder why I would accept reduced efficiency in matters of mortal gravitas.
In the case of military contracting it's simple. Free market efficiency has honed killing to humans' most advanced art and many of the great social advances of modern society are actually the injection of inefficiency into the matter of killing and coercion. In ancient times the ruler of a people was defined by who could kill the best; tyrany was the norm. Fortunately, though in a frustratingly gradual process, those of us who are not so good at killing have been able to convince the professional killers that not-killing is actually in the interest of all involved. Contrary to the beliefs of second-amendment fanatics, government's monopoly on coercion is necessary to modern society. Part of the agreement with government is that in return for not resisting this monopoly they must be transparent in revealing how they use their power - allowing us to criticize actions like those represented by Guantanomo Bay. Some may suggest, permitting private military contractors to operate, simply under heavy government supervision and regulation. If we are going to do that - why not just make these organizations part of the military, which already has systems in place to ensure accountability. Plus, having any group of people engaged in war profiteering seems morally reprehensible to me, not to mention dangerous to freedom when you consider exactly how disgustingly rich/powerful these companies are.
I think health care is a little more difficult to argue. Since the advent of bill of rights type philosophies we have established that there exists a minimal floor of afflictions that no person should have to endure at the hands of another person or organization of people. To establish a universal health care system is to assert that that minimal floor extends also to afflictions that a person can endure from non-human sources and even, in many cases, from themselves. Do we as a people find that individuals of all stripes should receive the same care when injured by a natural disaster? And, more controversially, when someone causes themself injury by - say - recreational chemical ingestion, should they receive the same care whether they are a Hollywood millionaire or a penniless dreg? And what if its not a mortal matter? Should the community pay for arthritic treatment? Hepititus?
I think so. However, I have not thought through it well enough to argue for it effectively.
The Americans who are in the top 10% by income pay for 70% of the country's income taxes. If you are in the top 1% then for 103 days of the year you work for the government for no pay. Of course, if you are in that bracket I'm pretty sure that YOU don't actually work... your money does most of the working for you. Woo capitalism.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Several weeks back I worked very hard on a programming project for my computer science class. I went sleepless on a night that was not the night before it was due. Today effort was justified, as it tends to be; got a big fat 100%.
Happened to have gone sleepless just this past night, too, working on another project. Hope to maintain motivation through these last 4 assignments. Very tired right now though.
Happened to have gone sleepless just this past night, too, working on another project. Hope to maintain motivation through these last 4 assignments. Very tired right now though.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
The lone college dude curses under his breath as his empty soda cup tumbles to the floor of the In-n-out. He quickly crouches and recovers it. As he stands he gives a furtive glance about - no one seemed to have noticed... that was well under 5 seconds, under .5 even. He proceeds to the fountain array and continued on his way.
I noticed. I noticed and had to agree with lone college dude, but I also thought that if lone college dude had been at In-n-out with a girlfriend, or even just any female friend, lone college dude would have thought different.
As if on queue, college couple walks away from the In-n-out counter barely moments later. Boyfriend curses under his breath as his empty soda cup tumbles to the floor. He quickly crouches and recovers it. As he stands he gives a furtive glance about and starts to proceed to the fountain array - before girlfriends grabs the cup out of his hand. Boyfriend gives a complaint, inaudible to me, that may or may not have involved something about 5 seconds. Girlfriend says very audibly "That's GROSS." ... and turns back to the counter to request another.
Just an instance of a gender difference that I found amusing. I would complain about the female point of view if I were feeling up to a political correctness fight...
I noticed. I noticed and had to agree with lone college dude, but I also thought that if lone college dude had been at In-n-out with a girlfriend, or even just any female friend, lone college dude would have thought different.
As if on queue, college couple walks away from the In-n-out counter barely moments later. Boyfriend curses under his breath as his empty soda cup tumbles to the floor. He quickly crouches and recovers it. As he stands he gives a furtive glance about and starts to proceed to the fountain array - before girlfriends grabs the cup out of his hand. Boyfriend gives a complaint, inaudible to me, that may or may not have involved something about 5 seconds. Girlfriend says very audibly "That's GROSS." ... and turns back to the counter to request another.
Just an instance of a gender difference that I found amusing. I would complain about the female point of view if I were feeling up to a political correctness fight...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Today in calculus we learned about compound interest. I finally found out, not only what APR and APY stand for, but also what they actually mean.
I went to a panel this evening of 3 digital media professionals. One was an executive of AOL who spoke on the evolution of virtual spaces and also had a really fascinating bit about how venture capital and start up businesses actually work. One was a senior producer at Electronic Arts; he spoke on gaming as a passion and a profession. The most interesting of the three was a programmer from Blizzard; he spoke on real nitty gritties of breaking into the games industry, the importance of specialization, the importance of perseverance. He gave me the most defined sense of what level of experience was actually needed to become a professional programmer. He was a tools programmer and he mentioned how the most frustrating thing about that particular position is that he could not point to any particular part of a shipped game and say "that, that thing right there, that was me", but it was a small complaint next to the mountain of awesome that was working in games.
I soooo wanna be that guy O_O!!!!
I went to a panel this evening of 3 digital media professionals. One was an executive of AOL who spoke on the evolution of virtual spaces and also had a really fascinating bit about how venture capital and start up businesses actually work. One was a senior producer at Electronic Arts; he spoke on gaming as a passion and a profession. The most interesting of the three was a programmer from Blizzard; he spoke on real nitty gritties of breaking into the games industry, the importance of specialization, the importance of perseverance. He gave me the most defined sense of what level of experience was actually needed to become a professional programmer. He was a tools programmer and he mentioned how the most frustrating thing about that particular position is that he could not point to any particular part of a shipped game and say "that, that thing right there, that was me", but it was a small complaint next to the mountain of awesome that was working in games.
I soooo wanna be that guy O_O!!!!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
and I get up again
A few nights ago I helped a friend, Matt Cheah, with his computer science homework. He is taking the courses I took last year so it's all stuff I've seen before. It feels good to be genuinely helpful.
I think one of the reasons I've lost steam this quarter is because of my computer science course. It's called 'introduction to software engineering', which sounds cool and interesting, but after 6 weeks of the course I believe I can safely say it would more accurately be labeled 'intro to planning stuff'. We are learning how, big projects require management, they never get completed on time and within budget. We are learning strategies for minimizing how late and how over budget a large project is going to be. It is frustrating because this is the sort of theory class that simply gets shattered and thrown out once it meets reality. Or it was one of those classes, then the people who made the class realized it was that way and decided to begin every 'fact' we are suppose to be learning with "In some situations..."
I guess what I am getting at is it feels like a waste of time. I cannot apply the same excuse to my two math classes, though. I know that what I am learning in calc and linear algebra is going to be useful in what I hope to do with my life. A fellow of the game design club specifically described the 'Advanced Computer Graphics' course as "a whole lot of matrix multiplication". The calc midterm was ruined by time, I've never been fast at anything so that doesn't bother me too much. My problem with linear algebra is a matter of terminology, I think. There are a lot of different words that stand for a lot of (relatively simple) things about matrices. Unfortunately I have not heard any of these terms before so I was overwhelmed.
I think one of the reasons I've lost steam this quarter is because of my computer science course. It's called 'introduction to software engineering', which sounds cool and interesting, but after 6 weeks of the course I believe I can safely say it would more accurately be labeled 'intro to planning stuff'. We are learning how, big projects require management, they never get completed on time and within budget. We are learning strategies for minimizing how late and how over budget a large project is going to be. It is frustrating because this is the sort of theory class that simply gets shattered and thrown out once it meets reality. Or it was one of those classes, then the people who made the class realized it was that way and decided to begin every 'fact' we are suppose to be learning with "In some situations..."
I guess what I am getting at is it feels like a waste of time. I cannot apply the same excuse to my two math classes, though. I know that what I am learning in calc and linear algebra is going to be useful in what I hope to do with my life. A fellow of the game design club specifically described the 'Advanced Computer Graphics' course as "a whole lot of matrix multiplication". The calc midterm was ruined by time, I've never been fast at anything so that doesn't bother me too much. My problem with linear algebra is a matter of terminology, I think. There are a lot of different words that stand for a lot of (relatively simple) things about matrices. Unfortunately I have not heard any of these terms before so I was overwhelmed.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Doing very poorly academically right now. Just finished the last of my 3 midterms. Only answered 60% of the questions so that's the most I could get. I wish I knew where my motivation has gone. I remember a speech during my senior year about how I was an academic, an athlete, and an artist... what happened to that guy?
Monday, February 9, 2009
Back to Bite Me
I just got my Linear Algebra midterm back. Got a 61%. The average was 79%. Feels good. I think I will need to stop going to lecture and just read the textbook to improve my understanding because I basically sleep in that lecture.
My bicep has been twitching for more than a week now. A brief search of google leads me to believe that this twitching is being caused by a nerve in my neck being put under pressure it is unaccustomed to. Furthermore the source of this new pressure is likely the atrophy of the muscles in my shoulders and neck. The cause of this atrophy is the fact that I have not exercised for a very long time.
My bicep has been twitching for more than a week now. A brief search of google leads me to believe that this twitching is being caused by a nerve in my neck being put under pressure it is unaccustomed to. Furthermore the source of this new pressure is likely the atrophy of the muscles in my shoulders and neck. The cause of this atrophy is the fact that I have not exercised for a very long time.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Bad Times
It was once popular to suggest that the games industry was recession proof. Now all I read about on the various gaming sites I visit each day are layoffs, failed releases, and poor prospects. I think I am very lucky to be buried in this university bubble right now. Hopefully the economy will have straightened itself out by the time I am graduating.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Wonder
I have been reading a lot about MMO game design. This is true in the sense of the past few hours and the past few years. Several blogs I read recently led me to doubt a belief of mine. I believe that great design is fundamental to the success of a game, but recently both things I have observed and things I have read have contradicted this. I also like to think that I would be pretty good at game design, but everyone who has ever played a game believes they could make it better. I don't know what's going on. Eli posted an awesome Calvin and Hobbes comic on his Facebook wall. Everybody should check that out.
First Midterm
Finished it just a short time ago. I am anticipating something in the 30-40% range. You'd think that would have me freaking out, but I remember Bing Cheng's first midterm last quarter had an average of 31% so hopefully it will be similar this time around.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Popcorn is yummy
Right now I really want to make a game. I've been reading some things online about C++ programming and I just bought an old famous book called The Petzold on Windows programming. Hopefully it isn't too out of date. Oddly, I have not been playing games nearly as much as I once did. I attribute this to no good ones being out. Good ones include those that sound interesting AND worth the money. That second criterion being the main reason there are no good ones, cuz iyam cheap. When I do play a game, it is either Defense of the Ancients (dota) or Civilization IV, both of which are effectively free. I made the only purchase necessary to play dota in 2003, I think, and I got Civ4 free from Eli. Civ4 is a great way to relax without relaxing. When I play it, it is all I think about, and those games last for many, many hours, so that's really nice.
The past four Mondays I have gone to the meetings for the 'Video Game Design Club' here at UCI. It's good to be around my own kind again. That kind can be equally well catagorized as either socially inept and hopelessly sad, or smart and creative. I feel a small amount of guilt because the project which I have committed to contributing work towards is, for me, completely a learning experience, but I know one must start somewhere and this sort of environment is exactly the right sort of somewhere to start at. The learning curve I am facing as I attempt to write code for "Afro Shooter" is a painful prospect, but one I will face soon enough.
I really like some of my teachers. Bing Cheng taught my calculus class last quarter and by most fortunate happenstance I managed to get into his calculus lecture this quarter, too. He is very energetic in his lecturing... and very fast, which I am sure is awful for some folks. He describes math so very simply that the speed doesn't bother me one bit, in fact, I enjoy the speed because it means I get to learn the next part sooner! Another thing he does that is really nice is incorporate regular examples of real world situations in which the theorems or techniques he is describing are used. Yet another personal benefit is that the examples he gives are often programming oriented.
My T.A. for linear algebra is very sarcastic and cocky. In the first class I felt dislike for him because of the cockiness, but eventually it became evident that he was aware of the personality he projected and did not care what it made people think of him. With me independence from opinion scores way more points than it should, so I ended up liking him. I guess he is decent at teaching; it's hard for me to tell because for whatever reason linear algebra makes me sleepy and is impossible to focus on. Ken something would be his name.
My ICS professor is Dan Frost. He seems like a real neat guy. He annoys me by couching his statements (expression? i think) constantly in lecture, but that is a small thing. Unfortunately for Prof Frost and myself, I find "Software Engineering" to be extremely boring, it is basically a class about how to plan well.
The past four Mondays I have gone to the meetings for the 'Video Game Design Club' here at UCI. It's good to be around my own kind again. That kind can be equally well catagorized as either socially inept and hopelessly sad, or smart and creative. I feel a small amount of guilt because the project which I have committed to contributing work towards is, for me, completely a learning experience, but I know one must start somewhere and this sort of environment is exactly the right sort of somewhere to start at. The learning curve I am facing as I attempt to write code for "Afro Shooter" is a painful prospect, but one I will face soon enough.
I really like some of my teachers. Bing Cheng taught my calculus class last quarter and by most fortunate happenstance I managed to get into his calculus lecture this quarter, too. He is very energetic in his lecturing... and very fast, which I am sure is awful for some folks. He describes math so very simply that the speed doesn't bother me one bit, in fact, I enjoy the speed because it means I get to learn the next part sooner! Another thing he does that is really nice is incorporate regular examples of real world situations in which the theorems or techniques he is describing are used. Yet another personal benefit is that the examples he gives are often programming oriented.
My T.A. for linear algebra is very sarcastic and cocky. In the first class I felt dislike for him because of the cockiness, but eventually it became evident that he was aware of the personality he projected and did not care what it made people think of him. With me independence from opinion scores way more points than it should, so I ended up liking him. I guess he is decent at teaching; it's hard for me to tell because for whatever reason linear algebra makes me sleepy and is impossible to focus on. Ken something would be his name.
My ICS professor is Dan Frost. He seems like a real neat guy. He annoys me by couching his statements (expression? i think) constantly in lecture, but that is a small thing. Unfortunately for Prof Frost and myself, I find "Software Engineering" to be extremely boring, it is basically a class about how to plan well.
It was a beginning
So, Janet made one of these blog things as one way of keeping in touch with her family. It's a good idea. I seriously doubt I can maintain a blog for very long, owing to my aversion to routine, but we shall see how it goes.
Another reason I see for a blog is that I have a lot of thoughts that are left unspoken for various reasons. I believe thoughts have value if not necessarily for their content, then for the insight they provide into the thinker. There is no reason that the insight cannot be provided to the thinker themselves at a later date. Insight into the self? Madness.
A final note for this context establishing post: English shall not be the language spoken here. You can think of it as Benglish if that sound pleases you, but be aware that the grammar and punctuation here used shall be that of my thoughts.
Oh, totally lied, more notes after the final one. As suggested by blog title, I have no intention of doing any quality assurance on the words that find their way onto this page. As such, you will notice me contradicting myself. That whole image of sanity that we try to project by only uttering things that align with other things we have spoken, not to be found here. You all know you have contradictory thoughts! Stop staring at me that way...
Another reason I see for a blog is that I have a lot of thoughts that are left unspoken for various reasons. I believe thoughts have value if not necessarily for their content, then for the insight they provide into the thinker. There is no reason that the insight cannot be provided to the thinker themselves at a later date. Insight into the self? Madness.
A final note for this context establishing post: English shall not be the language spoken here. You can think of it as Benglish if that sound pleases you, but be aware that the grammar and punctuation here used shall be that of my thoughts.
Oh, totally lied, more notes after the final one. As suggested by blog title, I have no intention of doing any quality assurance on the words that find their way onto this page. As such, you will notice me contradicting myself. That whole image of sanity that we try to project by only uttering things that align with other things we have spoken, not to be found here. You all know you have contradictory thoughts! Stop staring at me that way...
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